This week has been the worst week for me in my working life. Never before did I experience such a bad week with so many bad things which cropped up and issues to handle, felt like wanting to quit anytime. So mentally draining and even fell ill this week as there is a bug going around the office and a number of my colleagues have been sick too.
So stressed up, people think that working for the big G is easy. Now I understand why they prefer to hire the elites in society, coz the work requires alot of brains and not much human relations, the only relation you need is to cover your backside in everything that you.
I am mentally exhausted seriously. I realise after this week that my passion is dying, which is really sad. I started out on a different tone but the clearer the whole system and picture gets makes me dellusional.
I guess what mum and HTB said is right, a job is just a job to earn you money. Then why are people investing so much time and energy into their jobs they hardly have lives. Quite scary if you think about it. It is neverending and time just zips pass before you are too old and realise that you've been spending your weekends clearing emails. Life should not be revolved around work but one's personal growth right? I really don't want to be absorbed into such a working system. It is scary... on the other hand, I know there are many jobless people out there eyeing for any job they can lay their hands on.
I need to read up on the work ethic, hopefully can find my inner self
